Ever since I saw the first episode of Catweazle at the age of 6 in 1970 I've had a romantic interest in the occult, magical and metaphysical. Also I have been a lover of nature as long as I can remember. As I grew up my affinity expressed itself gradually more philosophically. I explored western philosophy, Cabbala, Sufism, Tantra, Taoism, a wagon load of mythology, culture criticism and of course the Greek philosophers which were in many cases not just philosophers in modern terms but also priests of the ancient religion, mainly serving Hecate. I wrote and published two books Nulpunt Revolutie & Nulpunt Psychologie (in Dutch) and published several articles, soaked in philosophical criticism on the modern way of life and balancing between Julius Evola, free energy suppression and Greenpeace. (And I still do when Saturn is kicking my ass.) Yet as everything moves in cycles and circles, one day, after my spiritual Queeste had ended in fully integrating the Tantric principles of jivanmukti and vajrayama, the call of Pan has also brought me back to where I started; at the point of pure enchantment so to speak, an intense never failing sensual perception of the magic of life and nature, both the visible and the hidden, yet pimped with something Henry David Thoreau described as ‘deliberate living’.

In this line of my personal development LUXNOXHEX is basically following the misunderstood left hand path, so the content of this site is a bit different from most esoteric platforms in it’s accent. I whole heartily reject the spiritual error of seeking soul relief and a form of escape from the world by thinking the divine as something exclusively transcendental and rejecting the Goddess of the Earth. In other words: banning the Yin from the synergetic unity with Yang, the Chthonic from the Uranic. Although for most spiritual seekers this lobotomy of God/reality that separates heaven and earth, Creator from creation, is spirituality,  this act is actually killing spirituality. It is a major mistake, rooted in Aristotle’s theory of the ‘One cause of creation’, the splitting up of the archaic Greek perception of reality in stoa and epicurism, the exoteric dogma’s of the Abrahamitic religions and finally our modern thinking and feeling, that has integrated far too much technology, high-tech and that which has been detected by contemporary philosophers as the (sterile) ‘thing’ itself as opposed to the essentials of humanity and a colourful life. It is a mistake that is killing the sensual whether expressed in the superficiality of daily life or the destruction of nature. Thus not only fatal to personal development or a good marriage but the big mistake of humankind in general and somehow this error has remained karmic for about the last 1800 years of our history. By banishing the divine from our hearts, body’s and Earth we destroy our hearts, our body’s and our beloved Earth and last but not least our souls. It is a self fulfilling prophesy and looking at the pollution and destruction of nature and the ridiculous upcoming, not of matrix-systems, but of patrix-systems, organizing almost exclusively Yang-loaded socio-economical routines, in which we only seem to serve technology and clinical administrative structures governed and designed by banks and the mega-industry, not even as human beings but as numbers, the prophesy has fulfilled itself. And yes indeed that was quite a mouthful! However, the good news is that LUXNOXHEX is designed to be interesting instead of over critical on everything that is rotten in Denmark. It’s a gateway to other perspectives on (deeper) reality and it offers adventures in inner development. Every month new esoteric material is offered for free on LUXNOXHEX. In my selection the accent lies on the romantic and on nature magic, witchcraft, wicca, gothic, the mysterious etc..

But what is wicca, what is witchcraft anyway? What is a witch and what is true occult insight all about? It is not about he being a Gardnerian or she being a natural benandante, born with the helmet. It is not about the battle between Murray and Ginsburg. True witches walk a hidden path that was offered them in their native horoscope by a strong position of the Black Moon at the point of a quintile (72 degrees) or a bi-quintile (144 degrees). Thus making personal growth dependant on connecting the ingredients of ones current incarnation to the realm of Pan & Diana/Hecate. The colours, the grammar, the tragedies and privileges of a witch are transcultural and timeless. They are the fruits of the Black Moon psychosphere that only ripe between the dark nights of the soul and the poetry, laws and lust of the Earth and Nature. It's all there: the higher octave of consciousness that sees through the ordinary and Zeitgeist, that is bored by the ordinary or rejected by the ordinary. The love for the mysterious, the magical way of thinking, the dark, sensual and sexual as painted by Black Moon artists as Baldung Grien or Fuseli. The romantic and the wild. The serpent fire, the Goddess Kundalini. That yearning untameable soul that is not afraid to unleash it’s highest octaves of chiaroscuro in both the sweet and the bitter.

As a special interest project LUXNOXHEX is primarily a free online library with a few extra's. There is the aspiration of letting LUXNOXHEX grow into a left hand path contact center for Kali Yuga adapted spirituality, but I just let this aspiration slumber and when it comes it comes, being not in a hurry. LUXNOXHEX first of all has the function of conserving and revitalizing the content of a colourful collection of occult books and gothic literature of which it would be a sincere loss if they would disappear from the public knowledge domain, ending up as dusty museum pieces. Although some books, like Bram Stokers Dracula are still well known to the public, other books or documents like an 'Authenticated Vampire Story' by Franz Hartman are very rare. And then of course  there are the works of Algernon Blackwood, the best occult/horror/suspense writer ever, that, although he left our earthly realm years ago, still deserves that bit of extra promotion (and especially the attention of filmmakers!) 'The Empty House' is highly recommended!

Thus it is my personal joy to create an online witchcraft / left hand path related library that offers a high quality collection of documents that is intriguing and thrilling and perhaps a bit naughty. I therefore hope this site will bewitch you again and again as a most pleasant curse from which there is no escape.

Love the trees and the bees and may Pan be with you!

BA